My Isabel has gone to camp with her grade seven class for three days and I am just missing her. I feel like I am losing something
so precious. Almost a physical rendering that is so hard to bear. I was okay this morning and now I just miss the soft sound of her beautiful long fingers tap, tap, tapping on the computer keys and the sound of her giggles talking to her best friends on Skype. I just miss her being. She seems too far away from me and I am not ready for this.
I hope she is having the time of her life and laughing her head off. I hope she is not thinking about us for one second.
God never makes mistakes but come on, thirteen is not a little baby anymore. It isn't long enough. It's too bloody short.
I want my baby back!!!! Wahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!
I just cannot imagine how I could love that girl any more than I do.
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